Feeling Useless
I've been feeling very useless these days
It comes and it goes
I feel as if I’ve failed in every aspect
I didn't complete school
I've been in and out of courses
Still with no diploma, no degree
I have no job
No one wants to hire me
I apply and apply and apply
After the interview I'm not wanted back
I waited for the phone calls that never came
I know if I can a job and get out there, it will help me
I feel like I am going to die alone
I don’t feel good enough to be loved
I feel like such a failure
It seems that the harder I try the harder I fall
I'll be 30 in ……
I’ve wasted my entire life and going nowhere
When I am happy I want time to stay and hold onto it forever
While others go on to live their lives
I've seen friends get married and have kids
While I'm stuck, unsettled and unmarried
I can't help but feel sorry for myself
But what can I do?
There is an easy way out
I always think if I die ……
But I can’t do it, that's not the way
It's not fair to those who really care
How could I end it before I even begin
There will always be hope as long as I’m alive
I’ve been given a chance at life
It’s my duty to live it through
Regardless of how cruel it has been to me
I should face it bravely and squarely
Having gone through the worst, things can only get better
My life is what I make it out to be
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